Aisu's Randomness

I... really don't know WHAT I can say specifically

( but if you haven't seen this already you should take a look )

Okay, so I was looking for solutions or any articles or what-not about why damned Power of Chaos: Kaiba the Revenge won't install it to my comp. [Something about an invalid drive that I don't remember having =\]

when I stumbled across this: http://bjaodn.org/wiki/And_now_for_something_completely_different..._Bad_Jokes_and_Other_Deleted_Nonsense

and later found this in it XD [WARNING it's extremely long, that's why it's LJ cut, neh?]



( [ - Mallpunk and other Shiz - ] )


ha ha been a while since I read it now so I don't really have commentary |D; and I didn't read it all in one sitting so.... yeah

BAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!


"OTL

yeah... you can ignore me. and this entry.
it's nothing all that important XD;

( ............................. )
latz

Man I'm tired. hopefully I don't keep waking up in the middle of the night.
( LJ cut b/c I don'tl ike my entries looking too long )

GAWD

what the fucking hell? I was trying to use the number pad to make a symbol... and it ends up changing my page, and when I get back here the whole thing is blank?! what happeend? it's suppose to save drafts right?!?!

OH HELL. I'm even more angry than I was before. I won't even finish this stupid LJ.


And yes, I'm sorry. I know I said I wanted to make an LJ of the weekend. I was all ready to try today...
but this is just bull shit. I'm not going to bother now.

....I think this is our most sucessful dig yet.
               -Steven


LAWL
sorry, if you haven't seen the sketch that prolly means nothing to you XD;

[and reading the title of the song instead of the rest of the quote is just as epic XD I wanna draw that scenerio now |3 especially if one was on top of the other~]

 

( <3! )

frick man...

right when I think things will slow down they get all crazy again |D;

( work and eariler today )
( Kris' visit X3 )

But yeah, I just wanted to scribble up an entry before heading to bed XD; I'm pretty tired x.x;

Damn... and I was hoping to save this box of candy sticks for tomorrow |D; oh well. *eating the second last one now*
I was so sad D8 earlier I wasted one by accident. I was talking to Pidge on AIM, and then an extra one was coming out and I didn't notice b/c I was multi-tasking... so it fell out and snapped in half before falling into the broth of my ichiban noodles from earlier >_>;;;;;

( 8D; Pretty Face )

and now I'm addicted to listening to Promise by Koumi Hirose b/c I finally got the full version XD;
<333 thanks Lyurii! and our YIM time was epic |D sorry if I was so boring T_____T
and I might try get on web cam with you some other time |D no sense having one if I neer use it, neh?


*on her last candy stick*
well... I don't think I had anything else to say...
so yeah, latz <3

my mood is totally ruined now. thanks for showing up and existing, thus pissing me off Hoops |:
yeah, he suddenly showed up on dA. I so left that place.
not after replying to him though. his idiocy knows no bounds, so I'm going to continue with this entry.

I was watching more of VK:G a few minutes ago. I caught up to ep 11. waiting for 12 and 13 atm.

( Vampire Knight )


LAWL but this reminds me of how I was watching Wallace play the WWE game I mentioned before...
( 8D; WWE related! )

Ugh... I can't remember what else I had to say. I was ready go to all angsty, but now I don't feel like it.
and my eyes are sore, I think I'll just go to bed.

I had a weird dream again, but I've forgotten too much of it to be able to put any of it into words. the images themselves i was able to hold onto are too fleeting for me to make any sense of. so yeah.

OH
one thing I did have to say...

X3 LK put up an mp3 version of his "villian" song/vid thing on his LJ. you KNOW I totally DLed it. and now I wanna tell GxExM on dA that I got that and he put it up in the first place in my next reply to her |D
If you haven't seen Little Kuriboh's Villian Vid... go see it now. you are missing out X3 you can find it on CardGamesFTW on you tube

Are You Gone And On To Someone New?
I Needed Somewhere To Hang My Head
Without Your Noose
You Gave Me Something That I Didn't Have
But Had No Use
I Was Too Weak To Give In
Too Strong To Lose
My Heart Is Under Arrest Again
But I Break Loose
My Head Is Givin' Me Life Or Death
But I Can't Choose
I Swear I'll Never Give In
I Refuse
Is Someone Getting The Best, The Best, The Best Of You?
Has Someone Taken Your Faith, It's Real, The Pain You Feel
You Trust, You Must Confess

Has Someone Taken Your Faith, It's Real, The Pain You Feel
The Life, The Love, You'd Die to Heal
The Hope, That Starts, The Broken Hearts
You Trust, You Must Confess
Is Someone Getting The Best, The Best, The Best Of You?
I've Got Another Confession My Friend
I'm No Fool
I'm Getting Tired Of Starting Again
Somewhere new
Were You Born To Resist, Or Be Abused?
I Swear I'll Never Give In
I Refuse


( 8D the real entry is here! )

( LJ cut b/c I'm in a hurry )

|D yeah, random ideas to that song.


( traditional art, IRL project realted things... )

|D; now I don't remember what else I was gonna say... in relation to that anyway.

but yeah D:
I went to bed at like 9 last night. but woke up at like 1 am or something and could NOT go back to sleep T_T
so I've been awake since then *facepalm*

I feel too warm. and my back is sore, I feel so hunched over and can't straighten my back right D=

lulz of course my hands are still freezing cold though |D;

( money! )


blah... my headache is coming back... and I'm starving for food D:
Andrew should be waking up for school soon |D; so maybe I'll go downstairs and get something to munch on, before he wakes up. prolly just pour a bowl of cereal and take another package of Raindbow Chips Ahoy! to my room XD;;;;

Oh yeah, real healthy breakfast neh? LOL but it is healty Cereal! Rice Crispies!

I also need to decide what to use my Oil Pastels on... and then figure out what I'll put on the Canvas' I bought |D; I can't decide what I wanna paint on my canvas' D=
I have my own brushes and acrylics too. but mom will also let me use her paints.
I'm thinking of starting to use my manila paper some more too.
 

( letters and sending things in the mail )

Also! 8D;
( don't read this |D; )


I was in such a horrible mood 8D but now I feel better. aside from the headache and feeling too warm |D; I'm like... all high or something.
D= but I don't do drugs. and I didn't take any meds for anything... WTF? LOL is it just that wacky womans hormones things?
I was SO FUCKING EMO AND DEPRESSED [for the past week or more]. And now I'm wacky crazy high or something |D; I'm not a teenager anymore, the hell? :|

 

Yeah, dammit. Lips of an Angel is playing atm |D; I have a love-hate for this song. I never liked it when I first heard it, but I made myself watch the whole vid anyway. I only 'like' it in the sense of using it for a love triangle with characters (namely my OC's).

lulz the Wiki entry says that Austin Winkler [lead vocalist of Hinder] said the song is not about cheating |D;

With that said I think I can apply it best to the MichReneJo triangle? LOL though, that was the main one I had in mind anyway.


( Naruto spoilers )


I threw together a slideshow. But I forgot to add my cool couple image to it T_T
I only realized that AFTER I linked it on dA |D;;;;; *facepalm*


gawd.
I've had a headach for a while now. I'm not even sure why. and the day before yesterday I was coughing for a while. but that usually happens when I just wake up. Maybe it was more than normal? Mom told me to take some advil for cold and sinus before going to work.

( randomness involving Wallace and myself )


( Pkmn OC's )

( Hinder and Hoobastank )

It was just something I threw out there before uploading to dA. Initially I was going to do a mini comic. maybe 3-4 panels... LOL but like with most Mich-related things... I didn't *facepalm* I only did things part way and changed my mind on the direction I was going or just opted for less work.



Which had me thinking...
do I seem to like... channel some of my characters through myself when I draw/write/work with them? I sorta think I might |D;



I hope I'm not sick D: </random reference to earlier mention in the journal>
But that time of the month does not Kick Ass. it sucks ass ;_;

Especially this time around.


lol
I got most of my garbaged cleaned outta my room. and most of my laundry is done. but I still have my huge line-up of empties next to my desk |D; I drink a lot of Arizona Ice Tea!

ergh... it's almost 8 am. I dunno if I wanna go to bed now, or try stay awake longer |D;

( Pokemon randomness )

I have a headach...

I don't even know why. it's just there...
( you wanna read my rambling? )

also, dA Poll related to LJ: http://aisuryuu.deviantart.com/journal/poll/504519/


I really don't know what else to put here...
but check it out 8D; I didn't friend lock!

Oh how I missed that song <3 Do any of you remember or know it? Butterfly by Crazytown?

LOL it had me thinking about drawing myself and Jch to this song b/c I told her the animal she reminds me of is a butterfly |D
but I also wanted to draw an image with everyone I answered that meme to in their animal form:
*Pidge = Raven
*Kiko-chan = mouse [couldn't think of anything, first thing to come to mind XD]
*Cherry-san = Octopus. [No animal suits her better XD]
*Jch = Butterfly [first thing to come to mind, but felt it fit?]

and pidge replied with me being a red fox XD so maybe I'd draw myself as a red fox in there as well?
LOL you know cherry-san would be holding Kiko-chan on one tentacle, prolly holding pink dresses with poofly sleeves in another, along with a maid dress and make-up in others XD
yeah, I have ideas, I just don't think I can draw them atm OTL
I was happy to finally draw something, that Wallace and Jovan sketching... but after looking at it again I really dislike it T____T

( yesterday and work )

Oh yeah! dream |D;
I can't remember deatails so well, but it was hella weird.
I forget what was going on at the start, but from what I DO remember:
( Dream is LJ cut 8D; )


Oh man I'm tired though... I told Sarah when I was still on dA (before starting this LJ entry) that I might lie down for a while. my left arm/hand is sore and tired. My head is also... lightheaded? I had only a few hours of sleep each time I went to work, and then got too much sleep last night [maybe 12 hours last night x_x]. so I don't feel 100% XD;
I am pretty hungry though, so I might try drag myself downstairs and get a bit to eat before lying down and listening to music for a while...

I just wrote this mostly for my dream before I forgot much more of it.

( My Space... )

BLARGH
still art block. I can't draw anything I really want to. they are all randomness. And I can never finish them or anything |D;

Also, got a long ass shift today. 11 hours mom said. HOLY SHEET.
that's gonna be a long day x_x;
I should actually get to sleep now then. I'm gonna need to be rested. I'm going to be moving stuph.

Don't think I had anything else to say... just needed to update |D;

No, I don't really know what that's suppose to mean, but it came to mind XD;

( Your Tears Don't Fall, They CRASH around Me! )


Oh man... I'm tired though. I guess I'll be clearing off my bed to sleep some |D;

it's been a while since I used that user pic XD;

( Wallace, family, myself, [OC's?], blah-blah-blah )


( Mostly Ouran randomness... |D )

And now I've forgotten the reason-
oh no, nevermind. I remember XD
Wallace asked me one day (while he was watching Geass on TV thorugh his PSP) which Geass I liked better. The first or R2.
I dunno. I thought the both sucked. I dunno which I felt sucked less. There were things about each I hated a lot. I'd have to watch them ALL over again to try pick it out |D;;;;
orz
So I may torture myself further and try go through that series AGAIN.
Think Suzaku Aisu. Suzaku!

And...
and...!
( Seto.... lawl |D; )

Mmmm
speaking of things I love~
Arbiter is sitting on my tower right next to my monitor XD [well, technically it's Wallace's, but I'm using it atm].
And I'm sitting here admiring him and forgot why the hell I mentioned that in the first place XD;

D: I've always found Sableye cute and adorable though. Pidge, you surprised me when you said you thought it was ugly!
LOL I always thought it was cute XD;
But then I've come to realize and accept that my view(s) tend to be skewed from those I know or those around me "OTL

D: That reminds me of what I was thinking before...
I find Shinx to be utterly adorable. And I LOVE Luxray |D
but... I find Luxio to be rather unattractive XD; I don't like it *sniff* I'm sorry TAT


and lawl whut?
( mostly negative |D; )

Ah well, I don't really have anything else to say at |D; and this jouranl is full of more lovely LJ cuts 8D;

seriously. just "................"


Catholic funerals... are weird.
But then most anyone would say that about something they've never seen or been to before, right?

I"ve been remembering random things about dreams here and there recently. I think I'm thinking too much again. [the following is not one of those I've begun to remember pieces of, but a recent one]


( Pkmn OC's Dream LJ cut )

whew... writing all that out was exhausting. I had a few other things to say... but now I'm too drained to remember them |D;

Attended a Catholic funeral today. For Ernesto Carerrio. Mom's boyfriends father.
Yes, it felt weird. Didn't take as long as I thought though. The 'lunch' thing afterwards almost reminded me of a feast. Not really though. Our feasts are much more structured with semi-rigid 'rules' of conduct/procedure.

Also hastily typed out something for after WD. Wallace's father gets a hold of Wallace after he comes back from being gone for about 2 years. Yes, this needs major smoothing out, but this was just an idea that struck me and I had to write it out asap so I wouldn't forget the basics. May or may not develop it furhter. I had scribbled a few words of it down in AIM with Pidge some time back, but it was hardly a conversation. More like random lines from Wallace where you had to imagine his father's replies or questions.

( LJ cut because I want to )

time for random!

Stamp by =YamiNoMitsukai on deviantART

Yeah... I dunno. somehow that made me think of Wallace XD; and... Micheal? LOL I dunno |D but I can imagine that being said about Wallace somehow.

I do imagine that once Wallace has some experience though, he does get.... what's the word...
Well, more... appreciative(?) of sex in genearl. But he'll not really get to a point where it's something he can just want to cassually drop in an out of a conversation |D *coughunlikeMichcough*
He'll be more of a "seme-type" once he's had some experience, and after WD of course.

LOL I could probably go on and on, probably traveling off on some tangents as well, with this subject, but I don't think I will this time.

Ah, but I finally watched Akira. Yes, late the the party, I know. I actually liked it. Though the dubbing/lip syncing did sort of throw me off |D
Wallace didn't seem to understand it, and called the ending "anti-climactic" XD; I liked it though. It was interesting.
Too bad a section of it on the tape was sorta cut out b/c the VHS went wonky on me for a bit D: don't think I missed too much at that particular section though.
I miss animation like that. Sure it could be a little wonky and strange sometimes. But I still like it <3

And I can't remember how I got into it... but I ended up going to this one site and reading up random things about sue's and things related to that |D
It really was entertaining <3
And I'm wondering about taking a litmus test for my pkmn OC's XD;
No, it won't affect me to changing them. And I know those aren't always 100% on being for sure that the character is a sue XD [or Stu for males].


OH GAWD
( LJ cut b/c I say so |: )

Well, I've run out of things to say again |D; so I'll just leave a link to a puppyshipping vid I've run across rather recently and liked:
www.youtube.com/watch
I want that song [again] D:

lol yesh, I haven't quite been enough of a weebo recently have I? 8D;

but yeah, sorry everyone who cares even slightly!
Yeah, felt like shit for the past few days, neh? stupid monthy :|

hopefully I can get back on track.
and I got my paperwork done up |D
as long as it goes through We (and by we I mean me) should have LESS problems 8D;


I do wanna draw Mich. I really do. I feel as if I can... er... most of the time.
but when I DO start drawing him... I either get distracted or lazy |D; and can't keep doing what I intended to do... >_>;

Wallace is still being a jerk and won't let me draw him D<

speaking of jerks...
Hoops is being a royal ass.
He's SO pissing me off atm. It's unbelievable.
I think I better just not talk about it |D;


got to chat to Alun for a bit, but not long. we were in the middle of a convo and he logs out on me and never comes back =.=#


but on another note...
I found my glittery hello kitty christmas stickers =D;

( Pkmn babble )


and on a non-pkmn note [because I relize I've been going on and on about it for a while now XD;]
I want Final Fantasy Dissidia D: but it's not suppose to be released to North America till about mid-year?
LOL hopefully that means in Canada we'll get it about the same time as the American's |D;
Of course, the character I wanna play most is Squall XD; prolly try out cloud for the hell of it |:
I don't wanna play as Tidus T_T
Firion might be fun 8D he was from FF II after all. And I'd have to see what Warrior of Light is like. From the original/first Final Fantasy. b/c... yeah, if you don't know the first I dunno what to say about it XD it's still my fav.
8D; and guess what! the FF Battle Theme [OC Remix] is playing for me atm |3

Wallace is most excited for Kuja. he was one of the big baddies in IX. I wanna face Ultimecia again! LOL yes, that's VIII |D but yeah, facing Sephy should be fun too. I do wonder how it'd be to face Garland though. Big baddie from Original FF.

I would like to try out Cecil though! he's from FF IV ~<3 Apparently he can transform between his Dark Knight and Paladin forms 8D!
Hee hee~
and you can put Squall in his SeeD uniform as an alternate outfit XD they all get alternates~


Well, I dunno what else I can say, so I think I'll end it here X3
though |D; I'll likely remember a million other things I wanted to put here, could put here, or should've put here after I submit. Always happens, neh?

LAWL whut?

OTL Okay, now I remember why I don't like to get into relationships. I have horrid sense on the ppl who I choose.


( LJ Cut b/c I hate having huge long entries stretching my page )

so yeah, I feel better than I did when I started this entry XD; ttyl, I think I should be getting off the comp about now |D;